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pidza any0neee??!

2007-10-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

Dear diary.. ahaha!

i n0e i n0e my bl0ggy is g0d damn b0ring.. kurz i d0nt 0ften bl0g n p0st ryte..

h0kayhh.. let me emphasis s0mfink.. hak! after the w0rst n0ightmare werkink in cavana (yes! i w0rked ther bef0r.) where a nayme was given t0 me by al0t 0v my c0stemerssss(basically c0stemers frm canbra sec. waha),, i was naymed 0r t0 be m0re precised,, labeled as,, KAKAK CAVANA. kuang asam t0l.. waha! decided t0 try pidzahud.. well.. w0rkin ther was estatic.. h0weber,, tiring 0f k0rz.. u needa tayke 0rder,send the f0od,drinks,c0llect the bill,prebase,clear the f0odstufs n yeah.. d0 the cl0sing. yea w0rk sux! i n0e! N0netheless.. i enj0yed the c0mpany 0ver ther. h0wever,, nt the malayss.. the chinese.. the malays was s0..... gahh. terribly arr0gant t0 the extent 0f excessive maximum.. never mind.. juzt d0nt step 0ver the line.. my line t0 b precise..

h0kayh.. nt tryna bl0w my 0wn h0rnn(hey d0n c0py my ines h0kayh)bt, Emily likes me.. wahah hu's emily? the m0st seri0us n fierce mgr.. haha! i shud nt elab0rate y n h0w i n0e she likes me. wehehe.. maebe i l0ok like a nerd kurz i tie my hair?? haha.. n yea the fact is tat i l00k lyke a nerd wen my hair is tied up.. wahah.. n u d0n 0ften c my hair bein tied up d0nt u? 0V K0RZ I D0WANA L0OK LYKE A NERD G0D DAMN IT.! GAAhaha!

h0kayhh..

thers 3 philiphin0s n 4 china staffs.. haha.. n the way they t0lk tickles my tummy. haha.. nk cakap gagap p0n ader nak ckp slang p0n ader.. senang kater da gagap tapi nk step slang... YES! I DID IT W0OH0O!

china staff-
Gu0 Lu.. the sweet grll.. hu's 19 bt l0ok as iv 16.. ahha! she's sweet i tell u.. haha..s0rry is her fav0urite w0rd n faster is the back up.. haha.. n cute is her middle nayme.. n u n0e wart tat maykes my hart ride r0aler c0aster??? its lyk 0h my g0sh she fell ystd at the bar k0z the fl0or was slippery.. the impact was lyk.. gah i d0n0 h0w t0 descrybe.. pity herr. seri0usly.. helped her up n wipe her dirty shirt.. awww q'ain sh0o0 shweet.. XD

Ah wu.. hmm,, the bar guy.. he's damn pr0fessi0nal 0n handling the heavy l0ad glasses 0n a tray,, up his sh0ulder.. hah.. He gave me tips seh.. haha.. bt.. despite the fact tat he's co0l,, he fcuk every c0stemer hu's b0ssy n demandin.. haha..

philipin0s-
j0sh.. u irritatin j0sh! haha.. bt hhe's hands0me alright. he's 0ne 0f them hu keep irritatin me while im d0in my werk.. ahah h0nestly,, i l0ok seri0us wen w0rks tyme.. s0 they'l tease n play prank 0n me u n0e wen bz tymes.. haha.. theres tis 0ne tym i carried a heavy l0ad glasses exactly like ah wu did n j0sh saidd.. "wahh str0nngg sehh.." gahhh j0sh im g0na kill u! haha n f0r the prankk.. u n0e in pic h0urs,, "ei,, mgr k0l u.." "wher?" "inside kitchen" "G0TCHA!" gahh!

Alsdryn.. 0hs mys g0shs.. he's s0 hands0meeeeee haha! he gave me the warmest smile he c0uld c0njure... wahaha i melt i melt.. haha.. nn he th0ught i was a philipin0 t0os.. gurrrr hel0o0o0 im malay h0kayh.. mix la actually..

k n0w,, singap0reann staff.. haha! layme.
Ting huan.. she's helpfull t0 the maximum sia.. very! nn btw,,is there any writing 0n my f0rehead telling,, i can keep secret 0r i can giv u advises k0z she me shared her pr0blemss.. bgr pr0bs.. haha.. she's nyce..

Cherrie.. never fail t0 smile whenever she saw me.. hah sweet is her middle nayme..\
cherrie,,, C0CK! haha she th0ught the n0nsentical stuffs t0 Gu0lu kn0wing the fact tat gu0lu w0nt understand.. she th0ught gu0lu,, "c0ck", "ur bra wat size" n "i wan ur ass" haha! dumy.!

B0b!!!!!!!!!!! s0oner 0r later u'll turn int0 r0tten dead m0use f0r irritatin plus teasin me b0b.. hah! u peanut butter jelly chicken strawberry jam chilli tuna sandwitch! cant get enuff 0v me la he.. real nayme,, Haili. yes,,malay.

h0kayhh the malay(girls) staff.. they... h0w shud i sayy.. i think arr0gant shud d0 best. h0kayhh.. frst they th0ught im nt a malay.. nd i sh0wed the nayme tagg. haha,,.. gurshhi dun0e h0w t0 descrybe.. k enuff.

k lastly, w0rkin 0n hari raya 3 days straigght is patheticly awfull!!!!! hate it.. ne0mye..

class challet c0min.. fely lyk g0in bt i d0ubt s0 all my classmates feel the same.. haizz..

k,, i wana hav my breakfast.. hha n0m0re fasting days. weeee!

ps.. i miss h0ckey! n0n0n0n0 i miss singap0re h0ckey.. the girls especially.

n t0 arim.. i'll always be here n0 mmatter wat. 0nie i kn0ws h0w.

Bye diary!! next hiakdish! (TM)

2007-09-21T12:54:00.000+08:00

Dear diary...

it has been ages since i last p0st ..

lyfe has been t0ugh th0ugh.. N0netheless... i had muchmuch.. berry much fuun n excitements durink the teachers day peri0d.. well,, nt exactly the teacher's faycess. hhaa! dis ain't a verbal abuse huh.. hhaa..

0k.. fasting m0nth.... h0wever... my friendss.. 0r shud i rather say my friends n i,, are still indulging idle g0ssips.. hhaa... well,, at least im darin enuff t0 v0ice 0ut..unlyke s0me0ne... hha..

n 0h yah.. the unconscious habbit 0f dragging my hand through my messy hair wen i was deep in th0ught are still present in my lyfe.. HABBITS!

k back t0 the teacher's day... yea.. i tink m0st 0f u ppl aware tat my band perf0rmed fer der teachers 0n tat particular daey.. uhuh!
ST0P DR0P N R0CK! rmbr? haha..

s0 yeah i did the guitar n the 2nd v0calist.. h0pe it is well d0ne.. l0ok 0ut!!!

2007-08-09T13:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary...

in a sudden th0ught,, i felt the sence 0f guilt r0se up my bl0od cells..felt regret. felt mad. felt sad n at the sayme tyme, felt glad.finally u realised. u realised the hardship ive been thru... h0w hard i tried 2 put things back t0 stand up.. h0w hard i tried 2 find the perfect glue 2 stick back the c0llapsed building i had built t0gether wth u..

bt i failed. failed at tat p0int 0f tyme.. k0z naive is the perfct werd 2 supp0rt b0th 0f us's character. eg0 is the back up. i hated myself f0r my change,.. i blamed myself f0r my insanity. insanity in reality that made u hate me.. i screwed the b0th 0f us up by my 0wn sickening d0ings. called myself _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ n did nt shine f0r u n be there wen u nied me.. th0ught u f0rget all abt me.. bt, everything abt me,, is neutral n fresh in ur brainb0x. sumptimes i ask myself.. h0w stupid am i.. h0w f0olish am i n h0w pathetic am i t0 make the m0st stupidest m0ve... ppl all arnd t0lk abt us. abt me. abt me _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ u.. bt.. never had i blame u fer tthat.. k0rz i n0e.. itz al my f0ult. i shud swall0w the blames and i shuld gulp in the pain. perhapz i g0t the perfect label 0f mine frm ppl.. n i guess i shud shayke 0n it. i mean,, agree 0n it.. ima sweeet-t0lk-m0ther-fucker. i get it. bt i hav 2 tell this. i kn0w wart i say n i mean wart i say. i juzt d0 things with0ut thinkin.. thats my w0rst habbit. bt i t0o cant blayme tat.. k0z i n0e im matured enuff t0 think..

bt.... y n0w??? y n0ww then u realised??? im nt saying its a lil t0o layte bt.. y n0t lastyme??? h0wever. im realie glad u said wart u hav 2 say 0ut. it sumh0w make me feel im appreciaterd. n u said its n0nne 0f 0ur f0ult. the ppl arnd. bringing me beck t0 th0se mem0irs... i duwanaa run away.. i admit. ttz the sweetest part 0f my lyfe. i shared evrything with u.. n s0 d0 u. N0 SECRETS BETWEEN US. Rrmbr..? i n0e u d0.. n u even n0e that im penakut.. haha. u made me giggle.. u saed u miss me n u saed u l0ve me.. tats the sweetest w0rds u can put up fer me. n0netheless. i cant hide it. i admit. ily n imy truckl0ads t0o.. i shud shayke 0n this,, everunyte, i lay my head 0n my pill0w,, i prayed.. i prayed perhaps 0ne day u'll realised.n eventually my wishes came truee, n u did... i felt glad. really glad. n tat m0ring, at 12.34 am, u did the sweetest thing any0ne can d0 t0 me..i hereby t0 say i apppreciate it damnl0t! sumptymes i w0nder.. im blind! t0o blind lyk h0w my mum emphasised 2 me. i cant even differensiate diam0nd n glass.. perhaps,, i shuld put this strait in my mind. NEW FREND ARE SILVER. 0LD FREN ARE G0LD.

n0w.. thats abt it. thank u l0t,.. f0r ur mem0ries..
f0r ur c0urage fr me t0 stand. i l0ve u n will always d0.
ekacyppuc ev0l enihsnus.bye diary.

2007-08-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

Dear diariiee..

fuuh,, i diz ting hd never came acr0os my bl00ody mind.. id neber th0ught i wuld be well rec0gnize by der things im in t0. f0r instance h0kie 0r fl0orb0ol..

h0wever,, jan00w,, sum1 smses me.. askin me.. h0kay juz read...

tat sum1-ain, the pasirian c0ach ask me if u interested 2 j0in the club.The pesta sukan t0urn is cumin.

mua-he specificly ask me 0r wart?

tat sum1-yar. he said that tall gerl that tyme hu play..

mua-ala n0t me la. i tink its farah.farah 0s0e tall wart.. i scared later paiseh.

tat sum1- he that time g0t c0me 0ur skul. then just n0w in the m0rning he say that gerl wasnt ther that tyme.

aft tat sum1 say tt,, im a lil c0nvinced its me.. bt nt t0tally larh. bt,, im afraid i'll tr0uble tat sum1 m0rre if i keep askin her t0 c0nvince me tat the c0ach is referin t0 me.. thuss....

mua-ehk, 0h anytink uhk. hu elses in 0ur skul selecterd?

tat sum1-n0 0ne elses. he said if interestd tel him. trg strts aft nati0nal day, i'll tell u m0re details later 0nn..

denn,, i as lyke,, h0kayyhh,,, im rec0gnized by 0thers n n0t my 0wn skul teacher... 0f k0rz la lyk i said wart,, TEACHERS ARE SUCH A PAIN IN DE ASS.. MY ASS!!!!! y teacherssss?? any pr0blem with that!!!??? g0 get sum lyfe h0kayhh,...

0kehh. tats preety abt it.. n 0h yeah,, i l0ike, l0ve, ad0re mua newwww f0ne larrhh.. haha.. let me hint u wart f0ne im referin 2.. u shake the f0ne n de s0ng changes 2 der next 0ne.. cu0ol huh... deariee hunie bun says it suits me al0t k0z gt the running indicat0r f0r sp0rts gerl.. gagaa! i l0ve the f0ne.. bt i l0ve hunbun m0re! haha.. s0rrieee baby f0nie.. hah!

0k0k, enuff 0v my craps,, prawns, squids.. gahh! kk i stp.. perhaps im a lil exciterd tat im actuallie rec0mmended 2 j0in pasirian club.. k0z,, laztyme,, i hav 2 g0 fer h0kie trials in 0rder fer me 2 j0in tat sweet thresians club bt n0 i dun hav 2 g0 er any trialls. haha! wheee!

k,, tatata diariiee!

2007-08-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

Dear diariee..

wardever i d0,is nasty in eur eyes. is n0 pr0blem with mine bt its a pr0blem i find..
But thats the way that it g0es and its wart n0b0dy kn0ws and everyday my c0nfusi0n gr0ws..

My Chimed eyes fall as my Words aren't needed.
When discomfort locks you in.
Exposed, upon the rugged carpet,Other voices wondering what's wrong.
But the set of eyes still attached.
The yellow scene trys to become old Runaway..
Fears on the limb of my feet.
My skin becoming loose.
Marks begin to crowd my body.
My heart Is the last thing to get reality.
Mighty red Takes my train of thoughts.
Temperatures rise Sight inside your bite.
Y0U SIGNED ME 0FF AS VULNERABLE.

Words whistle through me like notes in a song.
I try not to judge them and say that they're wrong.
But I find there are feelings I'm scared to express.
Because I don't know what will happen, unless...
I say what I think and mean what I say.
How will life go if I work this new way?
I'm scared of rejection, ridicule and pain
Although keeping it in might drive me insane
It's a risk and a gamble, not really a chore
But a new way of living I long to explore.

my ap0l0gy if my character d0esnt fufill ur requirement.
u think you know me,like you've got me all figured out.
u think you know everything,like you have it all figured out.
Open your eyes,take a look around.
Fact of the matter is,nothing could be further from the truth.
u noe half of who I am,but you haven't figured me out.
u noe half of everything,but you haven't figured it all out.
Open your mind,think for a moment.Fact of the matter is,you're just so blind.
u can't bring method to my madness.u can't bring order to my chaos.
u can't justifty your crimes.You can't forgive your own sins.
u may tear down my walls,but I'll just build them back up.
u can break my spirit,but it will always heal.
u tink I'm trapped in your web,but I'm free as a bird.
u tink I'm twisted around your finger,but I'm straight as an arrow.
The game is over,it ended a long time ago.
u can slam the door,but I've already walked away.
I've spread my wings,I've flown away.
u can go down,but you're not taking me with you.
bt iv i were 2 change,, then it'll nt b the real me.

tat is y,, f0r i made a change i wont see u t0nyte.

2007-07-28T11:19:00.001+08:00

Dear diary..

h0kayh where shud i begin??/

split pers0nallitieee!

h0nestlie,, i hate de idea 0f split pers0nality thingy..
its lyk gurshh..
0ne m0ment ur lyk dis n the 0ther ur lyk tat.,. cumm0-n.. be eurselvv.. t0 me 0riginality is the best p0licy..
itz lyk thr0uh c0ms ur lyk s0 talkative bt reality,, nt a werd came 0ut frem ur sealed m0uth.wat u d0es,, laughed wen j0kes cracked. f0r all thiz years n juz diz 0ne ur lyk s0 diff.. h0nestlie, we prefer ur 0ld pers0nality.. much2 better. 0k have it say that u wana change.. 0k,, i n0e frm las tym u will always envy me.. envy abt my attracti0ns 2 0thers n my achievements.. duh lar 0v k0rz. im much better as im much m0re intimiate abt stuffz.. n n0w,, having a pers0nality thr0ugh net like me??? gah! using my phrases?? gah! 0h wartever!

0k i hate abt telling ppl 0ff abt dem,,, c0pyig me,, bt l0olk at the situati0n... askin me where n wart style i cut my hair n return wiv the sayme hairstyle thenext day.. iznt tat c0pying.. iv it isnt.. den i made a big mistayke.
h0w abt askin me where d0 i get this stuff n retur wiv the similar stuff the next day,, iznt tat c0pying? ivit isnt then i made a mistayke fer der sec0nd tym.. n0w,, c0pying my art werk fer my n leverl! my n leverl wrk piece.. h0w ii realise its a c0y w0rk??? jimmy tan says im the ferst hu uses tat meth0d 0v paintin in n level s0 far.. n next day,, an0ther art piece with the sayme meth00d 0vpaintin as me.. use the st0ol tt i uses summ0re.. isnt tat c0pying? if it isnt... den diz is the thrd tymr me makin a mistayke..

c'mm0n.. d0nt u feel the guilt r0se thr0ugh ur bl0od cells wen u c0py??? m0re 0r less, d0nt u feel any sence 0v embarassment wen u c0py s0me0ne else? 0r perhapz,, u enj0y the sence 0f satisfacti0n getting the sayme attracti0n as the pers0n u c0pied??? 0k,, since lastyme,, never had i v0iced 0ut my th0ughts abt ppl f0ll0win n c0ppyin.. bt,, its far bey0nd expactati0ns n limitati0ns..

h0kayh.. wartver.! keep c0ppyin ppl.. bek0z h0w hard u try 2 b s0me0ne.... i bet u u will never pass. b0t0m line, u w0nt get pass grade f9.... im gud im gud!

Bye diary n bye suckerz! c0ppyrights.. 0r shud i rtather sae,, C0PYWR0NG!

2007-07-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

Dear diary/..

ermm,, wart shud i ryte???

h0kayh,... slimm stuffz?

haha,, kk,, diz week a lil bzz luh,.,. a lil la.. 2 t0 train n 1 2 ad0re..
kinda tired bt yeah,, adapted 2 it alreadie la.. since y0ung,, my schedule has been tight.. s0,, n0tin much 2 pr0tess abt.

h0kayh.. i h0pe they impr0ve.. n yeah pr0ud 0f em... sh0wed interest n,, they skipped breakfast rcesstime.. s0 impress.. h0wver,, they l0ok depres.hha! ne0mye.. iv there's a will,, theres always a way.. jia y0! i believe u can.. bt,, the m0st thing is fr u t0 believe in urselv...

0k,, ystd went j0ggin as per n0rmal.. frm canbbera sec 2 s.p t0 smbw prim 2 smbw sec 2 my bl0ck 2 minimart 2 my capark n 2 my d0orstep.. it t0ok me 14 minit29 secs.. h0w sl0w! gah! n gues wart i had a c0mpetat0r la seh... while runin al0ng frm smbw prim 2 my bl0ck ther,, an 0ld inidisn guy seems 2 b c0mpeting wimmie k0z hes like 0vertakin me n lyk duh la i'll 0vertayke him beck.. bt he'ss damn gud l0h.. maebe laztym he's a singap0re h0ki player.. 0r even cricket player. ahhas! bt f0-rtunatelie,, i w0n! gaga! win 0ver an 0ld man?? h0w shameful.. ala bbt hes lyk in the erly 50's la.. haah. 0k aper..

n t0day c0mpleterd 3 km kn 15minit12 secs.. 0h i hate tiz leg.. leagurement pr0blem.. did i spell it ryte.. wartever!

n,,yah s0me0ne appr0ach me in msn.. hu???? surprisingly.. mimie! w0ah! haha.. blablab!

0k,, im tired aite n0w.. wana t0k 2 gub-l. lurp!

bye diaryy.. im tired!

2007-07-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

Dear diary..

0r shud i rather say dear every0ne..

ACKN0LEDGEMENT....!

im duink private trainings f0r u ppl hu wana cut dwn ur fatz.. N yah i aint j0kink..
tired 0v having flabby tummys,hands,legs,, d0uble chin n stuffz.. u cn find me.
where 2 find me??? ar0und der neighb0ur h0od..gahaha! skul la 0f k0rz.. 0r can tag me n leave eur email add iv ur nt paiseh larh.. iv u r... find me at freindster n leave me a msg.. adeq_juniour@hotmail.com.
n yeah,,0nce m0re.. i aint j0kin.. im here 2 help n u can c0unt 0n me..
m0re detailz juz find me.. AIN! wheee...

unc0nvincing enuff?? pr0gress-succeded-7 peepz..

enuff said.

bye diary bye ppl bye fatass..

2007-07-14T15:16:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary...

is all the things i did will lead 2 a never endin c0nflicts fer me n ppl arnd???
i give my all t0 make ppl feel at ease.
i try my very best 2 c0mply 2 wat ppl want.
i will never let any0ne dwn wen c0mes 2 0uting,helping 0r anyting which with0ut thinkin 2wise,, i will. juzt scr0ll dwn 2 eur ph0nebk c0ntacts, find my name Ain n u'l hav it all...

h0wever.. nevermind. d0nt wish 2 futher elab0rate.. itz juz nt me 2 share my th0ughts n feelings.

every time sec0nd makes my pain gr0ws larger..
n wen it gets heavier i feel h0oked up..
maybe i am nt as str0ng as i t0ught.

2007-06-22T10:00:00.000+08:00

Dear diary...

dedicati0n 2 ppl i cl0se with in the past n present..

Best Video Codes

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something
I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those
things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is youI've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

2007-06-13T13:08:00.000+08:00

Dear diary...

h0kayh where shudi begin?

where shud i begin huh tasha??? BABYBUG!!! hahah! lame bt0l!

hey ppl,, wat u read in tasha's bl0g is a lil diffrnt la seh.. pandai2 je ini budak tamba2 ngn create2 citer sendiriek.. haha..

k,, frst match agnst n0rthber0k! translate in malay,, BER0K-UTARA! ada betul kawankawankuz??? abeh?
hha. k frzt match.. let me tell u guyz ferzt k,, line 1 n 2 0nie let in g0alz.. i mean,, let in g0alz 2 0ur g0alp0st.. frankly,, they all buat kalah je.. seri0us2.. i was s0 eff up k0z,, whenever their lines,, they let in g0als... n 0ur j0b,, i mean the line 3, tasha mimi fara ila me was 2 put in g0als n catch the p0ints n g0als up.. bt 0vrall,, itz rather ridicul0us la.. lyk,, we hav 15 babes alt0gether..0nie 5 is the seni0urs.. the 0ther,, sec 2's.. pathethic?? abeh! while the ber0k-utare,, all sec 3 n f0urs. c the diffrnt??? nemye..

yah s0 final sc0re,, tie.. 3-3.. all three sc0res frm line 3.. get wad i mean?

0k,, i dunn0e wat grudge n hatred der n0rthbruukz hav had 0n us... i tink they aint happy kurz we spp0rted yjc wen against them.. 0f k0zz la we supp0rtd yjc... abeh?! y? k0z serena in it wart.. 0ur 0wn c0ach wart.. beh aper??? nk terheggeh-heggeh supp0rt k0rg.?? pakaian maen flo0rb0ll da la mcm siakz.. hav u ever seen ppl play flo0rb0ll wearink MANG0 shrt?? ridicul0us??? ABEH..! bt0l tak nyah? k den ya i tink tatfeelink 0f envy they hav t0werds us la tat make dem feel s0 hatred tuwerds us...

diz part where freaks me 0ud reel bad... im playink keeper.. my effink leg uhk... haizz! k i played keeper..
we did the handset thing.., the m0ment we step in the c0urt,, the n0rthbruukz went,, G0 YJC,, BAEK YJC! u can sence n feel tat they like didit0n purp0se n the t0ne 0f their sh0uts was full 0f hatred n grudges.. haizz.. haha! im able 2 hearevrytink they sh0ut.. c'mm0n,, they r right behind me watt.. im lazt men.. keeper rmbr..

whistle g0es.. there g0es the ferzt g0al frm yjc.. AS L0UD AS THEY CULD,, THEY CHEERED FER YJC.

deysh0utd,, baek uh yjc! den i slide up my helmet,, sh0wing 0ff my unc0werd fayce n i sh0uted but0 uh nrthbro0k while d0in the paper n st0ne hand signal t0gether.. u n0e.. den dey jeling.. nyahhaa! mepekz!
den wen change side tym,, i sto0d up 2 walk 2 my babes la..den dey were sh0utink,, kasi lagi yjc.. den i giv a slight lo0k frm myside.. den ain nrthbr0ok say s0methink.. she th0ught i didnt hear.. haha.. my ear very sharp h0kay.. she said,, "ELEH TENG0K" den i turn.. i stared at her she stared back, den i say,, " apsal? tk puas atie?" she shut seh.. she juz lo0k at me nt n0eing wat 2 say.. s0 i guess i win l0rh.. haha!

den final sc0re,, 5-2.. cumm0n beb yjc.. JC. atleast nt 6-0.. u c the de diffrence... den,, lyk,, i will make the ppl hu nt happie wimmie 0r my frens be happie.. s0,, i cnsulted a grl hu seemz t0 be the cptain 0v the team..

den i c0nsulterd her "ah,budak2 awk adr masaalah ngn budak2 kiter?"
BABYBUG-"ntah, sayer tak tau.. sayer bukan ngn d0rg"
ME-"bt0l tkder hal ngn kiter. mcm adr je"
BABYBUG-"asal, aper budak sayer buat"
den i was struggling 2 0pern my s0ggy keeper pants.. s0 i c0ncentrate m0re 0n my pants la..
BABYBUG-"sayer tanyer,, awak takleh jawab"
testink my patient sak ini mina..
ME-"eh tak tauu sabar pe???" i sh0utd la.. ahha.. i dunn0e la i gt l0w markz in war 0f werds.. tangan ringan je...
abeh!
deni stared at her,, tr00s she jalan.. bawa gatal btl.. haha!

n 0h yeah,, thankz my babes fer supp0rtink me.. hah.. cute la my h0key babes,, 0rg nga b0bal ngn itu mina seb0k2 je d0rg berker0m0n behind me.. haha! funneh ryte!

k la tatz it.. if cn,, budak2kuz,,, d0n la simpan 2 much grudges 0n dem h0kay. let dem be.. haha!

0k.. tatz 0ll f0lks..

bye babybugs! hak mecem pehem!

byediary. n ya,, i mis my cupcke.. she's s0 mampat! m0re pweetier n m0re mampater den babybug d0. hhk... jgn mawa.. hha

2007-06-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

Dear diar...

hrmm h0kay.. t0daey,, went 2 skul.. th0ugh i was late by an h0ur,, atleast i came.. haha..

durink the break tyme... fuy0hlamak my clzmate,, hazwan,, et der sandwitch 3 packets seh.. den tapa0 0ne packets.. bt cnt beat ahmad la... he t0ok 5 packet seh.. kebul0h bt0l itu ank.. haha.. n0 0ffence.. po0r me.. i 0nie eat 0ne 0f the packet with 2 bread in it uhk (tasha jgn pecah l0bang ehk.. jgn bilang 0rg aku mkn 3 packet)... po0r me ryte.. haizz.. never get 2 eat.. haizz

den later f0ll0wng my dearrrrr dearest hunnybun 2 c0llect his ph0ne.. haha.. he's ph0ne sent fer service.. padan muker.. bleahhss..

k,, 2 tat pers0n... yah.. u n0e it's hurtfull ah?? hah.. den y hurt me?? unappreciated!
ne0mye la.. evry gud fren,, failss.. haizz,, maeybe,, im just nt,, GUDFREN MATERIAL...

s0l0ng.. n mimie,, tctc h0kay cupcke. latter i'll welc0me u h0me.. i'll bring a huge bal0on with "welc0me beck hm mimie" 0n it. gahh lame!

0h yeah n im s0 lo0kink f0werd 2 ncc cmp 0r chalet i dunn0e diz wed.. gimmie a break fer 2 s0lid daeys.. i w0nt b0ther u..

unapol0getically!

bye diary

2007-06-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

Dear diaryy...

w0kay... t0daey is the daey where,, b0rd0m struck mua! haha

waykup at eleven.. den,, lie arnd at h0me..

den ryte,, i dunn0e lah bt,, lately,, my hands shakes/shiver al0t.. lyk 0ld pppl seh..y ah??

den,, my m0m.. c0rrrecti0ns.. daddy co0k laksa.. s0,, i went t0 the kitchie 2 grab it la.. den wen im sc0opink the chilie ryte,, ermm,, my hands was shaking tat a sp0onfull 0v chili spit 0n the table.. m0mmy strted 2 nag n sc0ld.. den,, to0k cutleries.. i dunn0e h0w bt the sp0on slip 0v my fingertips n dr0p la.. den,, to0k 0ud th0se ice cubes in the refri.. n damn,, the icecubes dr0p seh.. i hav a hard tyme clearing the mess ive d0ne.. y ah my hand? gahh! nemynemye.. n0tink la i guess..

t0day whle day stayed at hme.. lyk m0nkey sia.. haha. mcm m0nyet!

n 0h yeah,, last thurzdaeyy,, i had art less0n... art was hillari0us i tell u.. why??? k0rz,, i camera h0re while mr jimmy tan was arnd n he didnt sc0ldd me 0r anytink... the m0st splendid thing a teacher did 2 me.. th0ugh it was h0liday peri0ud 0v tyme ryte.. bt ya,, i appreciate him! l0tz! haha.. n he even share his pringles(p0tat0e chip) with us... hhaha.. g0rge0us ryte him.. haha.. yah 0v k0z la he gt sc0ld me a lil... fer handink up an impr0per art werk.. fer m.y.e haha... kurz i didnt d0 my preparati0ns.. at all.. juzt hand in the final w0rk... hhaa pathetic.. n0 w0nder he sc0ld.. bt he sc0lded in a vry pleasant way.. haha... den back in art clz, to0k pic 0f me n ct,, mr jimmy,, n artmatezz... er wiv the exceti0nz 0v mie n ct,, all 0therz pic was all candid.. haha s0rrie guyss...

nn,, yea tmr watchink m0vie.. er de m0vie next perhapsss..

yea.. n dat pers0n iv u tink im angry wi-u... well im nt 0h-k.. juzt tat,, s0metymes my mo0dswing is rather n0nsentically ridicul0us.. n 0fk0rz,, unpredictable..

n jana.. actually i havem return the library bo0k. haha.. kk,, i return tmr k.. haha..

bie diaryy.. gunyde..

2007-05-31T19:00:00.001+08:00

Dear diary...t0pic??? yea,, my dis satement 0v mine is effinklie true.. Lyfe is unfair..haizz..diz freakin w0rds wa thr0wn 2 ma faycee... stp ur assumpti0ns larhh.. g0lah wiv eur c0mmitments... i n0e im n0b0dy... n plus3 larhh.... i'll g0 mad iv i list ebrytink 0udd..k,, g0t u,.. had enuff 0v mie ryte.. fyne uhkk.. u 0s0e never appreciate mie at al wart.. th0se w0rds 0v appreciati0n is just,, haha,, plain w0rds indeed... i n0e. i aint eur tranr n neither d0 i am ur lnguage tut0r 0r wadever shit.. i get dat.. k lah..enuff said.. hha,, juzt live eur lyfe.. n 0fk0rz,, the favvvvvvvvv0uriteee c0mmitmentzz 0f eurzz..s0 l0nggggggggggggggggggggg suckerzz.ps,, agn,, never in my lyfe,, ive been appreciated.. NEVER!

2007-05-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Dear diary...

k'ss,, im g0na st0rie eu ppl abt th0se freakin effink teachers agn... 0h im s0 "l0ving" em... kk,, back last thursdaey 0r tuesdaey i cant recall... aftr assembly,,, n0rmall r0utine,, all 0v us needa g0 up 2 clz ryte.. den,, wiv the c0nditi0n 0f my leg which th0se "l0vely" teacherz saey its just fake,, i struggle my way up the stairs.. haha,, my clazmate all leave me behind seh.. left me al0ne wen c0mes 2 2nd flo0r... so0nj as i reach klz,,, haikal t0ld me tt, studentz taykin 0-lvl m.t needa g0e 2 the hall.. agnn,, struggle my way dwn.. den,, reach at hall,, mdm mazni said,, the schedule isnt 2daey.. s0, i climbed the stairs agnn.. gursshh. i dunn0w h0w tired i am at tt ont of tyme,, bt i can tell, its very tired.. k0z i need 2 se an extra effrt wart. my l0vely leg larhh. my wh0le b0dy weight is dependink 0n my left leg.. tak pnat pe?? gah! in clz.. just c0uple minits after tat,, tat hitler wanabe and tat mrt bean twin,,hu elses,, MR JAMES came,, after greetink him(which he requested us 2 d0 s0), he started 2 stare hard at me... i knew he g0na find and sp0t s0metink which wil enable me 2 get int0 tr0uble.. haizz... there,, he sp0tted my necklace.. my g0d damn necklace which hav been hanging arnd tat neck 0f mine fer 4 mnths... den,, kk,, wat d0 teachers usualie d0 wen caught stdntz wiv a necklace s0metink nt f0rm 0f scho0l atire??? either warnink 0r c0nfiscate ryte??? haha!! well,, n0pe fer ainnn.. he c0nfiscate the necklace n bring me dwn 2 de general 0ffyce.. 0mfg!!! lyk i said.. im nt a badgirll.. just, badluckk.. i t0tally sup0rt tat statement 0f mine... haha,, lo0k eurselv.. haizz.. den i refuse 2 fll0w. den haikal whispered,, ala ain juz g0 lah... make him zip his m0uth... den,, im s0 the angry n furktap, i yelled at haekal sayiin,, d0 u n0e im tired?? n haven th0se lo0sers get enuuff 0v dis me??? d0 u n0e my leg hurt climbink up n dwn the stairs??? bt, i haf n0 ch0ice bt 2 f0ll0e tat hitler.. denn,, haizz, dis think t0tally freaks me 0uddddd! in g.0,, i need 2 w8 fer 15 s0lid mins fer tat hitler 2 d0 watever shit he;s tryna act clever dealink with... nn,, wats interestink was,, aftr w8tink,, tat ann0yin hitler bring me 2 a ro0m t0gether with mr felix n mrs freda tay. wana n0e fer wat??? haha!!! fer c0uncellink. ye ppl!!!! t0 giv me c0uncellink!!! d0 i hav a pr0blem fer u guys 2 giv me a c0uncellink??? itsss uu ppl,, uuu silly 0ld teachers hu needs th0se c0uncelink.. u teachers are big fat effink crap peanut butter tuna jelly chicken sandwich u sp0ilt h0td0gss.. teachers sux.. is any0ne here c0nsidering 0therwise?? enuff said.. u ppl n0e the s0ng by eminem??? bitches they c0me they g0?? well,, perhaps,, TEACHERS THEY C0ME THEY G0.. get the hell 0ud 0f mie la..!

2007-05-13T13:56:00.000+08:00

Dear diaryy..

m0mmy'd say huh...

s0,, its specially dedicaterd 2 my mummmiieee... iibbuu!

ibu... ibuuu.. engka0 larhh,, permata diam0nd ku... mecem pehem..

kk,, tiz is a lil sumtink i wr0te fer m0m.. n i made her tearr... in j0y 0k last nyte wen the cl0ck strykes 12..

it g0es lyk dizz.. i blinkfld her eyes s0 tat i wnt b paiseh wen i read 2 her the thing... den i place the pressiee 0ntp 0v her.. de i read....

I wish i c0uld built y0u that dreamh0use
u've always wanted...
I would fill it with your favourite people
and your happiest memories...

I wish i c0uld take back all th0se times
when i hurt y0ur feelings 0r let y0u d0wn...
I w0uld exchange them with w0rds like
"i love you" or "im glad you are my mom."

I wish i could gurantee

i wish...

2007-05-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

Dear diary...

sh0uld i rather say crutches r0x my effink s0ckz!?? gah! back last sat,, my itchy leg wanded 2 plaey s0ccer...
frends, m0m, fasha(dad),sis,grandma,hunbun said get a lyfe.. stp eur g0d damn activities... well,, perhapz i shud hav listen ryte.. nah,, i hacked care... duh lar 0f k0rz,, sp0rtz iz my lyf kan,.. gerrh.. at 1.15pm..404,, feel a sharp muscle tissue pull in my left knee.. rest a few mins bt c0ntinued agn... "alar takder paper lar" indeed... agn after 5 mins,, a sharper 0ne came ryte d0wn tht knee.. the disl0cati0n 0v the j0itz cause me 2 fall 0n my elb0w.. haizz.. selenger.. reacted co0l th0ugh k0z haha.. d0wana tr0uble th0se ppl.. t0ld them 2 c0ntinue playn.. i stared in space,, crying painly insyde.. pain la sia.. den.. i cnt stand.. then i cant m0ve.. g0sh.. s0me0ne ask me 2 g0 d0ct0r.. s0me0ne ask me 2 g0h0me.. my descisi0n,, w8 n c weather it'll cure in a c0uple 0v mins.. N0 LA SIA.. it didn.. to0k cab hm.. so0n as step 0n the h0use,, mum,, "must head strayt 2 the h0spital" ahaha.. ain2... s0,, the real reas0n 0v my g0d damn leg ishh.. i 0verw0rk my leg... cause my muscle j0ints 2 lo0sen n g0sh,, cause my skin inner tissue 2 tear.. its all insyde.. haizz.. tink 0n clutches iz ez/??? tink agn.. all the shame,, all the unnecessary attenti0ns.. gahh.. i hate it..

wana n0e wats effink m0re??? 0k,, my ferzt day 2 skul wiv crutches,, m0m requested f0r my pathetic 4th st0rey clz 2 b swapped wiv any 0v the 2nd flo0r clz lyk h0w faiz gt 2 d0 wen his leg injured lastyme.. guess wat
??? i dunn0e wat kinda grudge tat the teacherz always hav t0werds me,, tat request wasnt appr0ve.. patheticly insane ryt.. then i hav 2 tayke my exm infrnnt 0f mr wee,, next day,, mr adam.. 0f k0rz u'll feel uneasy ryte... s0 2day,, i to0k the innitiatif 2 c0me skul early n strugggle my way up the stairs 2 clz.. intenti0n was nt 2 tr0uble ppl n yea,, im str0ng enuuff 2 d0 that.. g0-shh! h0wever,,, WHILE HAVIN TEST,, mdm yong,mdm laila n h0d 0f science came n questi0n y the hell i g0 up fer.. i sae,, cause i wan 2.. den she said,, if tatz the case,, den the teachers w0nt believe ure injured... G0SHH!!! can u imagine teacher said tt 2 u.. fer me,, ttz my daily r0utine ryte majida ryte.... cumm0n la teacherzz!!! t0t u guyz r smrt... U GUYSES IQ IS L0WER DEN MY SMALL SIS LAR SIA!!! y 0n earth u tink im wasting my 180 bucks 0n h0spital expences??? y 0n earth did i c0il th0se effink bandages arnd my effink leg???? y 0n earth i spend my 0wn 40bucks 0n tat pair 0v crutchess n,, y d0 i b0ther waste my effinkkkkkkk preci0us tym 2 act injureed????????? y la sia?? cumm0n la,, i can definately say tat im a sp0rt gerll. (any0ne disagree c0me challenge me!) d0 u tink i gt s0 much tyme 2 act injured??? wats the use???? wats the usee?!!!! hey,, i g0t 2 c0mmit 0n my c0mmitment la sehh.. y must u teachers think im acting??????? tell me why??? u tink i wana b lyk tiz??? izid wr0ng 2 nt tr0uble ppl??? izid wr0ng if i struggle my effink way up the stairs juz 2 nt tr0uble u teacherssssSs????? izid wr0nngg???? if it is,, y must u say tat??? u guys are ruining my lyfe.. u mean i c0nditi0n hav 2 b half dead den u'll believe im sick??? huh?? 0r even tat pnt 0v tyme u still w0nt believe??????? gimiiee a break! any teachers readink dizz,, c0me find me... 0r any0ne wana rep0rt tiz 2 teacher g0 ahd!!!!!! i d0n giv any shit abt tiz.. let me say tiz.. n iv any teacher sees tiz... hak,, im ready 2 face the c0nsequences TEACHERS ARE SUCH A PAIN IN MY ASSH0LLLLE!!!! g0 get s0me lyf larhh.. ppl,, d0 u n0e tat at imh,, m0re than halv ppl there are teachers???? hahah! crazie ppl..

enuff said larh... nevver in my lyf,, i gt appreciated.. never!

2007-05-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

Dear diary..

yesh aneselle.. b0th 0f us are dissap0intd lar.. ure diisap0int wimmie.. n i,, disap0intd effinkly wimmie self..
im a failure.. im a failure.. im a failure... me,, ageing up 2 tr0uble ppl 0nie.. suck! i cant help bt break dwn n cry.. frm my eg0ism,, 2 attitude, character dwn 2 sellfishhness.. haizzzz. bt.. dun hate me larh.. watever it ishh,, u 0nce be my bestie..

mem0ries... ferst.. 0ffer u seat besyde me in the bus 2 flo0rb0ll c0mpetiti0n.. den went 0n frem ther..
frendster testies.. u send me tat cuppycake s0ng t0 me.. tatz where u gt ur nayme cuppycke frem me.. n,, tt is where,, me,, sunshine was f0rmed.. ): then.. dwn 2 msn. ttaz where decydd 2 g0 bugiz 2geder.. juz u n i.. cuppycke n sunshine.. "TIZ IZ TE THIRD FLO0R READY" wemember.. we laugh thr0ug0ut den.. den.. chat tat nyte,, were u call0ut bestiess.. next day,, went 2 sayme playce agn... 2 get mp3s.. then ate at b.k.. u delayed tym 2 meet him then.. i was t0uchd.. ten.. simple 0utingss.. viv0??? ferzt tyme i went is with yu.. n s0 r u.. ferst tyme u went is wiv me.. watc grudge.. u wanted 2 eat tat nach0s badly.. we b0ught.. s0 much fun.. agn,, simple smsses,, meetss n 0utingss.. fareast???? were we sesat.. then sh0ppin lyk a sh0phah0lic.. stuffz lyk i-cut sh0es, bags(we b0ught the sayme ting.. b0th.. 0nie the c0l0ur n desig s0meh0w diff) lazt 0cassi0n b4 tiz start,, cenileisure... watc tat crismas funny s0w.."TEL ME HU'Z UR DADDY" agn,, we laughed tr0ugh0ut.. cant ferget.. tayke lazt pic 2gether.. where,, u l0st eur ph0ne.. u was s0 upset.. went 2 polisep0st 2geter.. agn.,,smsses,,k0lzz talkzz.. an,, it endss... happy ending??? nah!!!

cepat benar engka0 pergie..
hujan masih belum berhentie..
patah kena s0alanku tadiiee..
hatie muu terusikk kiniee..

terpaksa ku berlarii..
haruska ku,, larie pergiee..
akan ku ingat segala mem0riii...
mungkinkah.. ia,, kembalieee...

STARRING AT THE C0N EDGE
PRAYING TAT THE SUN WILL NEVER RISE..
LIVING AN0TER DAY IN DISGUISE..
DIS FEELINGS CANT BE RUGHT..
I NEED EUR C0URAGE T0 STAND UP AND FIGHT...

AMIINE....

if 0nieee..............

2007-05-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

Dear diary...

haizz.. i regreted lar sia... damnly...
0ne by 0ne... they left... 0ne by 0ne.. they humiliate... n 0ne by 0ne,, they hurt..

ended ready lar sia.. btt,, wana say s0me w0rdz lar... haizz.. i c my mem0ries fade wwith tymee...

-AMIINE-

Ku awali hariku dengan mend0akan
Agar kau slalu sihat dan bahagia disana.
Sebelum ka0 melupakanku lebih jauh...
Sebelum ka0 meninggalkanku lebih jauh..
Ku tak pernah berharap ka0 kan merindukan keberadaanku..
Yang menyedihkan ini..
Ku hanya ingin bila ka0 melihatku kapaan pun
Dimana pun hatimu kan berkata seperti ini..
Teman inilah yang slalu disisiku..
Teman inilah yang slalu memujarmu....

guessed its 0ver n0w... n0therless,, still l0pe n miss u th0ugh.. :(

GANGSTER KAMP0NG KED0NGD0NG!!!

2007-05-04T13:11:00.001+08:00

Dear diary.. uauhuah!

haha!! kk,, as p0mised,, wana tell u b0ud the gangster kamp0ng ked0nd0n ryte.. hgahahah!

kk,, tiz gangsterzz is f0rmed fr0m my 0wn klz la sia.. haha... thre's a c0uple 0b us larhh.. s0me b0iz pluz 0ne girl lyk usual,, me.. ahha!

intr0ducingg..

Haikal-Zait0n Abidin
Safuuan-Zubaida Beegum
Ruddi-Fatimah Hasan
Hussien-Samsiah Ketombe(after 7pm,amira cutie.. haha)
Mus-Saloma Salam
Arip-Jenap Kamis
Sebes fo0-Kangkung kering
Azrie-Kals0m Aljunied
Ian-Sapiah
Ainn(mat)-Mawar Sebatang Tut0p peri0k

nn,, we als0 kn0wn as,, the bawah gatalerz as said by et0n(ekal).. i n0e lar tak sn0wsn0w.. tp gerekk beb..

n yea,, lazliee,, haha ppl,, i hav a nick am0ng the b0is 0f mine.. itz.,, MAT haha! specially fer mmy dearr bf'z..

n 0h yah i l0pe my ladybug l0ads larr sia.. l.bug berry baek u n0e... die tk menjum0s kn me 2 b w0rse,, bt err,, h0w 2 sae uhkk.,. haha, neymye,, fer me 2 n0e fer u 2 find0ud!

kk,, pplppl,, wana hear a st0ry,, can0t hear read la sia..
jazn0w,, after ms k0h's less0n,, itz the efink uncle's less0n.. mr chi0. intended 2 be llisenin thr0ugh0ut he'sa less0n.. bt,, gursh,, he effink b0ring la i tell u.. den, decided 2 sleep lah.. sh0uld i rather say,, tayke a nap,. haha.. n yar! he's less0n ish 3 peri0ud la sia.. 1 n a halv h0ur! imagin tat. s0 sleep at 9-15.. den,, accidentaly w0kup k0z clz was damn n0issy at arnd 10.25,.. my mindsap was,, "kk,15 mins m0re,, the wecess ready" s0 i slept agn la... abeh kan.,.. macam sejap gituh. den i was awaken by tasha n chinese gerlz mutterin. sh0ck sia 2 see s0 many empty seats arndd. meanink, all the b0iz hav left me n went fer wecesshh...!! gahh! i frustraterd sendirik say.,.,. haha,, marah2 sendirik 0n my way dwn 2 canteen.. s00n as saw my b0iz,, "0i,, k0rg tak kej0d aku eh??? setan seh k0rg!!" hah.. safuan-"0tak ka0 b0d0! aku lempar paperb0ll seme p0n ka0 tak bang0n beh dtg mara2" hahaha! the 0ther b0izz"sighed" hahah! tsk ain2. b0d0 nye mat..

enuuff said lar sia.. gaha! i l0pe my bf's!

2007-05-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

Dear diary.. haha! ain2... tsk3!

kk,, i'll make tiz simple.. kurz tat idi0tic sis la... "adeq,, lagi ten minutes ehk" gurrh! s0 the.. nemye!

k,, wanted 2 wakup late haha bt my sweeetiieee piee,, my mum,, haha,, wake us up at 8.. yes!
can u believe tat? at 8 la sia.. nk tauu p maner...??? pie pasarr... australian magazinnneee... tsk2!
haha,, bt,, she say,, she'll treat us bfast.. s0,, excepti0nz la..

k,, denden,, aft tt,, g0 play guitar wib dear selenge irsyad. haha.. he selenge la he.. den,, 1 idi0t... s0 the effink kp0,, saw us... den like 0ne makcik lidad,, tell hun-bun he saw us.. 0nie the b0ve 0v us.. cumm0n la!!! slap ur fayce den u n0e la..! yu mean wat?>?? g0na put up a perf0rmance d0nid practice meh??? tat 0ne ur uncle uh la sia..

alamak,, nampaknyer meecem terbnyk plak.. hha!

nemye2.. erm,, ppl... wana n0e sumtink.. GANGSTER KAMP0NG KED0ND0NG refers t0 the malay b0ys plus 1 gerl in 4n2 la sia.. haha.. wana n0e y??? t0m0rr0w i tel u y.. haha.. n i will list all 0ur sikening names.. haha!

k.. n safuannn.. haha.. d0n ngrie2 la.. n d0n sad2. haha.. im here wemember??? (ur line., im 1 sms away),, ppl,, we r cl0se la.. nt m0re tn tat.. he'z lyke 0ne br0ther 2 me.. well i wish he was.. haha. k0z,, he s0 the baek la.. yess.. my safuuann indeed.. kawan 6 taw0n beb... ups n dwns 2gederr al.. ahha.. k enuff said.. i misss my pals..

2007-05-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

Dear diary(diary p0n naek muak ngn aku sehh..hakhak)

to0oddless... here i am agnn... intenti0n,, 2 dedicate a p0em fer tat lil frein i menti0ned frm previ0us entryy..

hah! lykdis k..

0rg di barat kata,, bintang itu indahh... aku diamm..

0rg di utara kata,, langit itu indahh.. aku diamm..

0rg di selatan kata,, matahari itu indahh.. aku diamm..

0rg di timur kata,, awan itu indahh.. aku diamm..

0rg di barat,utara,selatan,timur kata,, bulan itu indahh...
kmudian,, aku berkata,, yang indah itu niniee.....

(i paiseh readie)

Bye2 diary

2007-05-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

Dear diary.. gahaha!

0K0K.. im back agn aftr a few mins...

k,, im wanting 2 wryte abt tiz lyk s0 much... in additi0n,, itz the ferzt day 0v the m0nth.. n n0w is lyk,, just past midnite..s0,,, lyke style lidad la.. mecem pehem.

an 0ld bestie 0v mine... s0me 0v u may n0e hu im referrin 2.... yesshh...

itz my NInie.. heek.. diary.. i miss u 0r shud i rather saey,, i missshhh the 0lld uss t0 the c0re say i tell u...
seri0us seyyhh... s0metimez, tiz effing meee keep askin herselv,, h0w fo0lish 0f her 2 juz let tat 0ne in a milli0n bestie slip away juz lik tat y0.. like tat y0! y sia me>???? gursshh ain!!!

kawan, i admit i wr0ng kk.... definately i am... lyk duhh!! 0r shud i rather say,, precisely...! u ah!!! i mean,, me ah!!! haiz3!!! ppl,, shud i say,, i regretttteddd>??? shud i shud i shud i!!!? 0f k0rz la i shudd...

u c,, th0ugh we r nt lyk ... err,, laztym,,, she still care 2 wryt entries abt me.. g0sh la ppll,, she still can sms me sh0wing her splendid superduper c0ncern abttt... s0metink la.. perfect kn she???

kk.. yeshh,, agn,, i admit,, im at f0ult.... bt if i hav juz 0ne m0re chancce... IFFF... i cant pp0mise,, bt ill pr0ve.. i l0ve dear GIRLFWEN l0t!

bye2 diaryy.. hahaha! l0be u ninie..

2007-04-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

Dear diaryy...

eeii,, Vintage seeehh.. haha..

errm,, b4 i end my t0day,, let me reflect wat i did la w0kay...

jann0w,, durin skul tym,, EZAM LA PPl! english n m.t... n guess watt???
hhaha! aft my eng paper,, there a piece 0v unused paper 0f mine which i 0bvi0usly gt n0 tyme 2 thr0w it in the bin... s0,, i decided 2 crush the paper n haha,, i threw it ryte at husen's head.. gahahah! husen,, wa caya sama lu! haha,, bt... unf0rtunately,, evry0ne strts 2 thr0w beck at me.. den,, hhaha,,, agnn,, unf0rtunately,, (i berry suey 1 la) i pucked 0ne m0re paperb0ll n was abt 2 thr0w at th0se irritatin guys where mdm y0ng saw me wiv my dumb acti0ns.. haha.. ppl,, tiz is wat tt mummy sh0utd.. " U ain! pikup all the paperb0lls n0w...!!!!"
gahhh! agahahaha! po0r me,, i pick em up... all my bf's was lyk,,"HAHAHAHHAHA" n i was lyf "Setan uh k0rg!"
n husen replied,, tulah,, saper sur0 strt dulu... hgahhh! hhaha nn,, idi0tic me wiv my idi0cracy,, i pick n c0llect al the paperb0lls,,, n hahha,, tr0w all 0v em beck at tt ann0yin husen with0ut finkin 0f the c0nsequences.. haahah! n,, fer my stupidity,, i nid 2 pikup all the b0llss 0ver n 0ver agn... T0TAL,, i spend 3 mins picking up tat g0d damn PAPERB0LL! hahah... tsk3.. ain ain....
selenge 2 the max..

then,, hun bun n i head 2 far east 2 hav lunch n me,, grab a shirt... addin up 2 my c0llecti0ns la beb...
then,, went hm...

ermm,,, belieb nt,, jann0w,, i sempart camerawh0re a lil 0r shud i rather say AL0T wimmie caca???(y0unger sis).. nice la sia the picss.. hahha bak kate pepatah majeem0n,, (mas0k bak0l,,kua bak0l la ain ni).. bleahs!

kkk,, lame sia meee... seri0uss.. kk,, im 0ud la sia.!

~BYE2 diaryy~ allah,, lame lagi ain ni.. haizz haha..

pe0pplllee!!!

2007-04-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

hell00ee pe0ple..

gursshh... i l0be my sis.. haha!

kerz fer 0nce she did the ryte tingg..

she repaired the sp0iled m0dem n n0w i g0t it stared h0t readiee!!!

enuff said!!
next! hiakdish!