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u n0e i dun like it
but u delibrately deceived it
h0w naive can u ppl pretend to be.

k0l me Q'Ain.
livink her lyfe since eighteen-n0vember-nidy0ne
crack lame j0kez,but succeeded th0ugh.
my b0ifrens(classmates)are my s0ul mates.
t0geder wiv me,we k0l 0urselves the Gangster Kampong Ked0ngd0ng 0r more kn0wn as the bawah-gatalers.
i l0ve my hunnybun(:,i ad0re my nicha, i miss my cuppycake and i appreciate my fams and frens.


h0ckie is running thr0ugh my bl0od
shivers right d0wn my spine,its s0metink that i'm pr0ne t0 s0 divine
i changed int0 sumfink the mirr0r d0esn't rec0gnise
metam0rph0size
n...i cry 0n the insyde

saafuan
zhuzhu
ninie
khairiah
fedora
elle
farsha
tasha
nichaaa
natasha(clever)
burung-KAKAK-tue(sishtr)

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Dear Diary...

in a sudden th0ught,, i felt the sence 0f guilt r0se up my bl0od cells..felt regret. felt mad. felt sad n at the sayme tyme, felt glad.finally u realised. u realised the hardship ive been thru... h0w hard i tried 2 put things back t0 stand up.. h0w hard i tried 2 find the perfect glue 2 stick back the c0llapsed building i had built t0gether wth u..

bt i failed. failed at tat p0int 0f tyme.. k0z naive is the perfct werd 2 supp0rt b0th 0f us's character. eg0 is the back up. i hated myself f0r my change,.. i blamed myself f0r my insanity. insanity in reality that made u hate me.. i screwed the b0th 0f us up by my 0wn sickening d0ings. called myself _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ n did nt shine f0r u n be there wen u nied me.. th0ught u f0rget all abt me.. bt, everything abt me,, is neutral n fresh in ur brainb0x. sumptimes i ask myself.. h0w stupid am i.. h0w f0olish am i n h0w pathetic am i t0 make the m0st stupidest m0ve... ppl all arnd t0lk abt us. abt me. abt me _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ u.. bt.. never had i blame u fer tthat.. k0rz i n0e.. itz al my f0ult. i shud swall0w the blames and i shuld gulp in the pain. perhapz i g0t the perfect label 0f mine frm ppl.. n i guess i shud shayke 0n it. i mean,, agree 0n it.. ima sweeet-t0lk-m0ther-fucker. i get it. bt i hav 2 tell this. i kn0w wart i say n i mean wart i say. i juzt d0 things with0ut thinkin.. thats my w0rst habbit. bt i t0o cant blayme tat.. k0z i n0e im matured enuff t0 think..

bt.... y n0w??? y n0ww then u realised??? im nt saying its a lil t0o layte bt.. y n0t lastyme??? h0wever. im realie glad u said wart u hav 2 say 0ut. it sumh0w make me feel im appreciaterd. n u said its n0nne 0f 0ur f0ult. the ppl arnd. bringing me beck t0 th0se mem0irs... i duwanaa run away.. i admit. ttz the sweetest part 0f my lyfe. i shared evrything with u.. n s0 d0 u. N0 SECRETS BETWEEN US. Rrmbr..? i n0e u d0.. n u even n0e that im penakut.. haha. u made me giggle.. u saed u miss me n u saed u l0ve me.. tats the sweetest w0rds u can put up fer me. n0netheless. i cant hide it. i admit. ily n imy truckl0ads t0o.. i shud shayke 0n this,, everunyte, i lay my head 0n my pill0w,, i prayed.. i prayed perhaps 0ne day u'll realised.n eventually my wishes came truee, n u did... i felt glad. really glad. n tat m0ring, at 12.34 am, u did the sweetest thing any0ne can d0 t0 me..i hereby t0 say i apppreciate it damnl0t! sumptymes i w0nder.. im blind! t0o blind lyk h0w my mum emphasised 2 me. i cant even differensiate diam0nd n glass.. perhaps,, i shuld put this strait in my mind. NEW FREND ARE SILVER. 0LD FREN ARE G0LD.

n0w.. thats abt it. thank u l0t,.. f0r ur mem0ries..
f0r ur c0urage fr me t0 stand. i l0ve u n will always d0.
ekacyppuc ev0l enihsnus.bye diary.