Dear diariee..
wardever i d0,is nasty in eur eyes. is n0 pr0blem with mine bt its a pr0blem i find..
But thats the way that it g0es and its wart n0b0dy kn0ws and everyday my c0nfusi0n gr0ws..
My Chimed eyes fall as my Words aren't needed.
When discomfort locks you in.
Exposed, upon the rugged carpet,Other voices wondering what's wrong.
But the set of eyes still attached.
The yellow scene trys to become old Runaway..
Fears on the limb of my feet.
My skin becoming loose.
Marks begin to crowd my body.
My heart Is the last thing to get reality.
Mighty red Takes my train of thoughts.
Temperatures rise Sight inside your bite.
Y0U SIGNED ME 0FF AS VULNERABLE.
Words whistle through me like notes in a song.
I try not to judge them and say that they're wrong.
But I find there are feelings I'm scared to express.
Because I don't know what will happen, unless...
I say what I think and mean what I say.
How will life go if I work this new way?
I'm scared of rejection, ridicule and pain
Although keeping it in might drive me insane
It's a risk and a gamble, not really a chore
But a new way of living I long to explore.
my ap0l0gy if my character d0esnt fufill ur requirement.
u think you know me,like you've got me all figured out.
u think you know everything,like you have it all figured out.
Open your eyes,take a look around.
Fact of the matter is,nothing could be further from the truth.
u noe half of who I am,but you haven't figured me out.
u noe half of everything,but you haven't figured it all out.
Open your mind,think for a moment.Fact of the matter is,you're just so blind.
u can't bring method to my madness.u can't bring order to my chaos.
u can't justifty your crimes.You can't forgive your own sins.
u may tear down my walls,but I'll just build them back up.
u can break my spirit,but it will always heal.
u tink I'm trapped in your web,but I'm free as a bird.
u tink I'm twisted around your finger,but I'm straight as an arrow.
The game is over,it ended a long time ago.
u can slam the door,but I've already walked away.
I've spread my wings,I've flown away.
u can go down,but you're not taking me with you.
bt iv i were 2 change,, then it'll nt b the real me.
tat is y,, f0r i made a change i wont see u t0nyte.
