Dear diary..
h0kayh where shud i begin??/
split pers0nallitieee!
h0nestlie,, i hate de idea 0f split pers0nality thingy..
its lyk gurshh..
0ne m0ment ur lyk dis n the 0ther ur lyk tat.,. cumm0-n.. be eurselvv.. t0 me 0riginality is the best p0licy..
itz lyk thr0uh c0ms ur lyk s0 talkative bt reality,, nt a werd came 0ut frem ur sealed m0uth.wat u d0es,, laughed wen j0kes cracked. f0r all thiz years n juz diz 0ne ur lyk s0 diff.. h0nestlie, we prefer ur 0ld pers0nality.. much2 better. 0k have it say that u wana change.. 0k,, i n0e frm las tym u will always envy me.. envy abt my attracti0ns 2 0thers n my achievements.. duh lar 0v k0rz. im much better as im much m0re intimiate abt stuffz.. n n0w,, having a pers0nality thr0ugh net like me??? gah! using my phrases?? gah! 0h wartever!
0k i hate abt telling ppl 0ff abt dem,,, c0pyig me,, bt l0olk at the situati0n... askin me where n wart style i cut my hair n return wiv the sayme hairstyle thenext day.. iznt tat c0pying.. iv it isnt.. den i made a big mistayke.
h0w abt askin me where d0 i get this stuff n retur wiv the similar stuff the next day,, iznt tat c0pying? ivit isnt then i made a mistayke fer der sec0nd tym.. n0w,, c0pying my art werk fer my n leverl! my n leverl wrk piece.. h0w ii realise its a c0y w0rk??? jimmy tan says im the ferst hu uses tat meth0d 0v paintin in n level s0 far.. n next day,, an0ther art piece with the sayme meth00d 0vpaintin as me.. use the st0ol tt i uses summ0re.. isnt tat c0pying? if it isnt... den diz is the thrd tymr me makin a mistayke..
c'mm0n.. d0nt u feel the guilt r0se thr0ugh ur bl0od cells wen u c0py??? m0re 0r less, d0nt u feel any sence 0v embarassment wen u c0py s0me0ne else? 0r perhapz,, u enj0y the sence 0f satisfacti0n getting the sayme attracti0n as the pers0n u c0pied??? 0k,, since lastyme,, never had i v0iced 0ut my th0ughts abt ppl f0ll0win n c0ppyin.. bt,, its far bey0nd expactati0ns n limitati0ns..
h0kayh.. wartver.! keep c0ppyin ppl.. bek0z h0w hard u try 2 b s0me0ne.... i bet u u will never pass. b0t0m line, u w0nt get pass grade f9.... im gud im gud!
Bye diary n bye suckerz! c0ppyrights.. 0r shud i rtather sae,, C0PYWR0NG!
Dear diary/..
ermm,, wart shud i ryte???
h0kayh,... slimm stuffz?
haha,, kk,, diz week a lil bzz luh,.,. a lil la.. 2 t0 train n 1 2 ad0re..
kinda tired bt yeah,, adapted 2 it alreadie la.. since y0ung,, my schedule has been tight.. s0,, n0tin much 2 pr0tess abt.
h0kayh.. i h0pe they impr0ve.. n yeah pr0ud 0f em... sh0wed interest n,, they skipped breakfast rcesstime.. s0 impress.. h0wver,, they l0ok depres.hha! ne0mye.. iv there's a will,, theres always a way.. jia y0! i believe u can.. bt,, the m0st thing is fr u t0 believe in urselv...
0k,, ystd went j0ggin as per n0rmal.. frm canbbera sec 2 s.p t0 smbw prim 2 smbw sec 2 my bl0ck 2 minimart 2 my capark n 2 my d0orstep.. it t0ok me 14 minit29 secs.. h0w sl0w! gah! n gues wart i had a c0mpetat0r la seh... while runin al0ng frm smbw prim 2 my bl0ck ther,, an 0ld inidisn guy seems 2 b c0mpeting wimmie k0z hes like 0vertakin me n lyk duh la i'll 0vertayke him beck.. bt he'ss damn gud l0h.. maebe laztym he's a singap0re h0ki player.. 0r even cricket player. ahhas! bt f0-rtunatelie,, i w0n! gaga! win 0ver an 0ld man?? h0w shameful.. ala bbt hes lyk in the erly 50's la.. haah. 0k aper..
n t0day c0mpleterd 3 km kn 15minit12 secs.. 0h i hate tiz leg.. leagurement pr0blem.. did i spell it ryte.. wartever!
n,,yah s0me0ne appr0ach me in msn.. hu???? surprisingly.. mimie! w0ah! haha.. blablab!
0k,, im tired aite n0w.. wana t0k 2 gub-l. lurp!
bye diaryy.. im tired!
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Dear diary..
0r shud i rather say dear every0ne..
ACKN0LEDGEMENT....!
im duink private trainings f0r u ppl hu wana cut dwn ur fatz.. N yah i aint j0kink..
tired 0v having flabby tummys,hands,legs,, d0uble chin n stuffz.. u cn find me.
where 2 find me??? ar0und der neighb0ur h0od..gahaha! skul la 0f k0rz.. 0r can tag me n leave eur email add iv ur nt paiseh larh.. iv u r... find me at freindster n leave me a msg..
adeq_juniour@hotmail.com.
n yeah,,0nce m0re.. i aint j0kin.. im here 2 help n u can c0unt 0n me..
m0re detailz juz find me.. AIN! wheee...
unc0nvincing enuff?? pr0gress-succeded-7 peepz..
enuff said.
bye diary bye ppl bye fatass..
Dear Diary...
is all the things i did will lead 2 a never endin c0nflicts fer me n ppl arnd???
i give my all t0 make ppl feel at ease.
i try my very best 2 c0mply 2 wat ppl want.
i will never let any0ne dwn wen c0mes 2 0uting,helping 0r anyting which with0ut thinkin 2wise,, i will. juzt scr0ll dwn 2 eur ph0nebk c0ntacts, find my name Ain n u'l hav it all...
h0wever.. nevermind. d0nt wish 2 futher elab0rate.. itz juz nt me 2 share my th0ughts n feelings.
every time sec0nd makes my pain gr0ws larger..
n wen it gets heavier i feel h0oked up..
maybe i am nt as str0ng as i t0ught.