metham0ph0rsize

Dear diary...

dedicati0n 2 ppl i cl0se with in the past n present..

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something
I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those
things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is youI've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

bk0z u have an em0ti0nal rate 0f a teasp0on

Dear diary...

h0kayh where shudi begin?

where shud i begin huh tasha??? BABYBUG!!! hahah! lame bt0l!

hey ppl,, wat u read in tasha's bl0g is a lil diffrnt la seh.. pandai2 je ini budak tamba2 ngn create2 citer sendiriek.. haha..

k,, frst match agnst n0rthber0k! translate in malay,, BER0K-UTARA! ada betul kawankawankuz??? abeh?
hha. k frzt match.. let me tell u guyz ferzt k,, line 1 n 2 0nie let in g0alz.. i mean,, let in g0alz 2 0ur g0alp0st.. frankly,, they all buat kalah je.. seri0us2.. i was s0 eff up k0z,, whenever their lines,, they let in g0als... n 0ur j0b,, i mean the line 3, tasha mimi fara ila me was 2 put in g0als n catch the p0ints n g0als up.. bt 0vrall,, itz rather ridicul0us la.. lyk,, we hav 15 babes alt0gether..0nie 5 is the seni0urs.. the 0ther,, sec 2's.. pathethic?? abeh! while the ber0k-utare,, all sec 3 n f0urs. c the diffrnt??? nemye..

yah s0 final sc0re,, tie.. 3-3.. all three sc0res frm line 3.. get wad i mean?

0k,, i dunn0e wat grudge n hatred der n0rthbruukz hav had 0n us... i tink they aint happy kurz we spp0rted yjc wen against them.. 0f k0zz la we supp0rtd yjc... abeh?! y? k0z serena in it wart.. 0ur 0wn c0ach wart.. beh aper??? nk terheggeh-heggeh supp0rt k0rg.?? pakaian maen flo0rb0ll da la mcm siakz.. hav u ever seen ppl play flo0rb0ll wearink MANG0 shrt?? ridicul0us??? ABEH..! bt0l tak nyah? k den ya i tink tatfeelink 0f envy they hav t0werds us la tat make dem feel s0 hatred tuwerds us...

diz part where freaks me 0ud reel bad... im playink keeper.. my effink leg uhk... haizz! k i played keeper..
we did the handset thing.., the m0ment we step in the c0urt,, the n0rthbruukz went,, G0 YJC,, BAEK YJC! u can sence n feel tat they like didit0n purp0se n the t0ne 0f their sh0uts was full 0f hatred n grudges.. haizz.. haha! im able 2 hearevrytink they sh0ut.. c'mm0n,, they r right behind me watt.. im lazt men.. keeper rmbr..

whistle g0es.. there g0es the ferzt g0al frm yjc.. AS L0UD AS THEY CULD,, THEY CHEERED FER YJC.

deysh0utd,, baek uh yjc! den i slide up my helmet,, sh0wing 0ff my unc0werd fayce n i sh0uted but0 uh nrthbro0k while d0in the paper n st0ne hand signal t0gether.. u n0e.. den dey jeling.. nyahhaa! mepekz!
den wen change side tym,, i sto0d up 2 walk 2 my babes la..den dey were sh0utink,, kasi lagi yjc.. den i giv a slight lo0k frm myside.. den ain nrthbr0ok say s0methink.. she th0ught i didnt hear.. haha.. my ear very sharp h0kay.. she said,, "ELEH TENG0K" den i turn.. i stared at her she stared back, den i say,, " apsal? tk puas atie?" she shut seh.. she juz lo0k at me nt n0eing wat 2 say.. s0 i guess i win l0rh.. haha!

den final sc0re,, 5-2.. cumm0n beb yjc.. JC. atleast nt 6-0.. u c the de diffrence... den,, lyk,, i will make the ppl hu nt happie wimmie 0r my frens be happie.. s0,, i cnsulted a grl hu seemz t0 be the cptain 0v the team..

den i c0nsulterd her "ah,budak2 awk adr masaalah ngn budak2 kiter?"
BABYBUG-"ntah, sayer tak tau.. sayer bukan ngn d0rg"
ME-"bt0l tkder hal ngn kiter. mcm adr je"
BABYBUG-"asal, aper budak sayer buat"
den i was struggling 2 0pern my s0ggy keeper pants.. s0 i c0ncentrate m0re 0n my pants la..
BABYBUG-"sayer tanyer,, awak takleh jawab"
testink my patient sak ini mina..
ME-"eh tak tauu sabar pe???" i sh0utd la.. ahha.. i dunn0e la i gt l0w markz in war 0f werds.. tangan ringan je...
abeh!
deni stared at her,, tr00s she jalan.. bawa gatal btl.. haha!

n 0h yeah,, thankz my babes fer supp0rtink me.. hah.. cute la my h0key babes,, 0rg nga b0bal ngn itu mina seb0k2 je d0rg berker0m0n behind me.. haha! funneh ryte!

k la tatz it.. if cn,, budak2kuz,,, d0n la simpan 2 much grudges 0n dem h0kay. let dem be.. haha!

0k.. tatz 0ll f0lks..

bye babybugs! hak mecem pehem!

byediary. n ya,, i mis my cupcke.. she's s0 mampat! m0re pweetier n m0re mampater den babybug d0. hhk... jgn mawa.. hha

bk0z u have an em0ti0nal rate 0f a teasp0on

Dear diar...

hrmm h0kay.. t0daey,, went 2 skul.. th0ugh i was late by an h0ur,, atleast i came.. haha..

durink the break tyme... fuy0hlamak my clzmate,, hazwan,, et der sandwitch 3 packets seh.. den tapa0 0ne packets.. bt cnt beat ahmad la... he t0ok 5 packet seh.. kebul0h bt0l itu ank.. haha.. n0 0ffence.. po0r me.. i 0nie eat 0ne 0f the packet with 2 bread in it uhk (tasha jgn pecah l0bang ehk.. jgn bilang 0rg aku mkn 3 packet)... po0r me ryte.. haizz.. never get 2 eat.. haizz

den later f0ll0wng my dearrrrr dearest hunnybun 2 c0llect his ph0ne.. haha.. he's ph0ne sent fer service.. padan muker.. bleahhss..

k,, 2 tat pers0n... yah.. u n0e it's hurtfull ah?? hah.. den y hurt me?? unappreciated!
ne0mye la.. evry gud fren,, failss.. haizz,, maeybe,, im just nt,, GUDFREN MATERIAL...

s0l0ng.. n mimie,, tctc h0kay cupcke. latter i'll welc0me u h0me.. i'll bring a huge bal0on with "welc0me beck hm mimie" 0n it. gahh lame!

0h yeah n im s0 lo0kink f0werd 2 ncc cmp 0r chalet i dunn0e diz wed.. gimmie a break fer 2 s0lid daeys.. i w0nt b0ther u..

unapol0getically!

bye diary

bk0z u have an em0ti0nal rate 0f a teasp0on

Dear diaryy...

w0kay... t0daey is the daey where,, b0rd0m struck mua! haha

waykup at eleven.. den,, lie arnd at h0me..

den ryte,, i dunn0e lah bt,, lately,, my hands shakes/shiver al0t.. lyk 0ld pppl seh..y ah??

den,, my m0m.. c0rrrecti0ns.. daddy co0k laksa.. s0,, i went t0 the kitchie 2 grab it la.. den wen im sc0opink the chilie ryte,, ermm,, my hands was shaking tat a sp0onfull 0v chili spit 0n the table.. m0mmy strted 2 nag n sc0ld.. den,, to0k cutleries.. i dunn0e h0w bt the sp0on slip 0v my fingertips n dr0p la.. den,, to0k 0ud th0se ice cubes in the refri.. n damn,, the icecubes dr0p seh.. i hav a hard tyme clearing the mess ive d0ne.. y ah my hand? gahh! nemynemye.. n0tink la i guess..

t0day whle day stayed at hme.. lyk m0nkey sia.. haha. mcm m0nyet!

n 0h yeah,, last thurzdaeyy,, i had art less0n... art was hillari0us i tell u.. why??? k0rz,, i camera h0re while mr jimmy tan was arnd n he didnt sc0ldd me 0r anytink... the m0st splendid thing a teacher did 2 me.. th0ugh it was h0liday peri0ud 0v tyme ryte.. bt ya,, i appreciate him! l0tz! haha.. n he even share his pringles(p0tat0e chip) with us... hhaha.. g0rge0us ryte him.. haha.. yah 0v k0z la he gt sc0ld me a lil... fer handink up an impr0per art werk.. fer m.y.e haha... kurz i didnt d0 my preparati0ns.. at all.. juzt hand in the final w0rk... hhaa pathetic.. n0 w0nder he sc0ld.. bt he sc0lded in a vry pleasant way.. haha... den back in art clz, to0k pic 0f me n ct,, mr jimmy,, n artmatezz... er wiv the exceti0nz 0v mie n ct,, all 0therz pic was all candid.. haha s0rrie guyss...

nn,, yea tmr watchink m0vie.. er de m0vie next perhapsss..

yea.. n dat pers0n iv u tink im angry wi-u... well im nt 0h-k.. juzt tat,, s0metymes my mo0dswing is rather n0nsentically ridicul0us.. n 0fk0rz,, unpredictable..

n jana.. actually i havem return the library bo0k. haha.. kk,, i return tmr k.. haha..

bie diaryy.. gunyde..

bk0z u have an em0ti0nal rate 0f a teasp0on