Dear diary..
yesh aneselle.. b0th 0f us are dissap0intd lar.. ure diisap0int wimmie.. n i,, disap0intd effinkly wimmie self..
im a failure.. im a failure.. im a failure... me,, ageing up 2 tr0uble ppl 0nie.. suck! i cant help bt break dwn n cry.. frm my eg0ism,, 2 attitude, character dwn 2 sellfishhness.. haizzzz. bt.. dun hate me larh.. watever it ishh,, u 0nce be my bestie..
mem0ries... ferst.. 0ffer u seat besyde me in the bus 2 flo0rb0ll c0mpetiti0n.. den went 0n frem ther..
frendster testies.. u send me tat cuppycake s0ng t0 me.. tatz where u gt ur nayme cuppycke frem me.. n,, tt is where,, me,, sunshine was f0rmed.. ): then.. dwn 2 msn. ttaz where decydd 2 g0 bugiz 2geder.. juz u n i.. cuppycke n sunshine.. "TIZ IZ TE THIRD FLO0R READY" wemember.. we laugh thr0ug0ut den.. den.. chat tat nyte,, were u call0ut bestiess.. next day,, went 2 sayme playce agn... 2 get mp3s.. then ate at b.k.. u delayed tym 2 meet him then.. i was t0uchd.. ten.. simple 0utingss.. viv0??? ferzt tyme i went is with yu.. n s0 r u.. ferst tyme u went is wiv me.. watc grudge.. u wanted 2 eat tat nach0s badly.. we b0ught.. s0 much fun.. agn,, simple smsses,, meetss n 0utingss.. fareast???? were we sesat.. then sh0ppin lyk a sh0phah0lic.. stuffz lyk i-cut sh0es, bags(we b0ught the sayme ting.. b0th.. 0nie the c0l0ur n desig s0meh0w diff) lazt 0cassi0n b4 tiz start,, cenileisure... watc tat crismas funny s0w.."TEL ME HU'Z UR DADDY" agn,, we laughed tr0ugh0ut.. cant ferget.. tayke lazt pic 2gether.. where,, u l0st eur ph0ne.. u was s0 upset.. went 2 polisep0st 2geter.. agn.,,smsses,,k0lzz talkzz.. an,, it endss... happy ending??? nah!!!
cepat benar engka0 pergie..
hujan masih belum berhentie..
patah kena s0alanku tadiiee..
hatie muu terusikk kiniee..
terpaksa ku berlarii..
haruska ku,, larie pergiee..
akan ku ingat segala mem0riii...
mungkinkah.. ia,, kembalieee...
STARRING AT THE C0N EDGE
PRAYING TAT THE SUN WILL NEVER RISE..
LIVING AN0TER DAY IN DISGUISE..
DIS FEELINGS CANT BE RUGHT..
I NEED EUR C0URAGE T0 STAND UP AND FIGHT...
AMIINE....
if 0nieee..............