Dear diary...t0pic??? yea,, my dis satement 0v mine is effinklie true.. Lyfe is unfair..haizz..diz freakin w0rds wa thr0wn 2 ma faycee... stp ur assumpti0ns larhh.. g0lah wiv eur c0mmitments... i n0e im n0b0dy... n plus3 larhh.... i'll g0 mad iv i list ebrytink 0udd..k,, g0t u,.. had enuff 0v mie ryte.. fyne uhkk.. u 0s0e never appreciate mie at al wart.. th0se w0rds 0v appreciati0n is just,, haha,, plain w0rds indeed... i n0e. i aint eur tranr n neither d0 i am ur lnguage tut0r 0r wadever shit.. i get dat.. k lah..enuff said.. hha,, juzt live eur lyfe.. n 0fk0rz,, the favvvvvvvvv0uriteee c0mmitmentzz 0f eurzz..s0 l0nggggggggggggggggggggg suckerzz.ps,, agn,, never in my lyfe,, ive been appreciated.. NEVER!
Dear diary...
k'ss,, im g0na st0rie eu ppl abt th0se freakin effink teachers agn... 0h im s0 "l0ving" em... kk,, back last thursdaey 0r tuesdaey i cant recall... aftr assembly,,, n0rmall r0utine,, all 0v us needa g0 up 2 clz ryte.. den,, wiv the c0nditi0n 0f my leg which th0se "l0vely" teacherz saey its just fake,, i struggle my way up the stairs.. haha,, my clazmate all leave me behind seh.. left me al0ne wen c0mes 2 2nd flo0r... so0nj as i reach klz,,, haikal t0ld me tt, studentz taykin 0-lvl m.t needa g0e 2 the hall.. agnn,, struggle my way dwn.. den,, reach at hall,, mdm mazni said,, the schedule isnt 2daey.. s0, i climbed the stairs agnn.. gursshh. i dunn0w h0w tired i am at tt ont of tyme,, bt i can tell, its very tired.. k0z i need 2 se an extra effrt wart. my l0vely leg larhh. my wh0le b0dy weight is dependink 0n my left leg.. tak pnat pe?? gah! in clz.. just c0uple minits after tat,, tat hitler wanabe and tat mrt bean twin,,hu elses,, MR JAMES came,, after greetink him(which he requested us 2 d0 s0), he started 2 stare hard at me... i knew he g0na find and sp0t s0metink which wil enable me 2 get int0 tr0uble.. haizz... there,, he sp0tted my necklace.. my g0d damn necklace which hav been hanging arnd tat neck 0f mine fer 4 mnths... den,, kk,, wat d0 teachers usualie d0 wen caught stdntz wiv a necklace s0metink nt f0rm 0f scho0l atire??? either warnink 0r c0nfiscate ryte??? haha!! well,, n0pe fer ainnn.. he c0nfiscate the necklace n bring me dwn 2 de general 0ffyce.. 0mfg!!! lyk i said.. im nt a badgirll.. just, badluckk.. i t0tally sup0rt tat statement 0f mine... haha,, lo0k eurselv.. haizz.. den i refuse 2 fll0w. den haikal whispered,, ala ain juz g0 lah... make him zip his m0uth... den,, im s0 the angry n furktap, i yelled at haekal sayiin,, d0 u n0e im tired?? n haven th0se lo0sers get enuuff 0v dis me??? d0 u n0e my leg hurt climbink up n dwn the stairs??? bt, i haf n0 ch0ice bt 2 f0ll0e tat hitler.. denn,, haizz, dis think t0tally freaks me 0uddddd! in g.0,, i need 2 w8 fer 15 s0lid mins fer tat hitler 2 d0 watever shit he;s tryna act clever dealink with... nn,, wats interestink was,, aftr w8tink,, tat ann0yin hitler bring me 2 a ro0m t0gether with mr felix n mrs freda tay. wana n0e fer wat??? haha!!! fer c0uncellink. ye ppl!!!! t0 giv me c0uncellink!!! d0 i hav a pr0blem fer u guys 2 giv me a c0uncellink??? itsss uu ppl,, uuu silly 0ld teachers hu needs th0se c0uncelink.. u teachers are big fat effink crap peanut butter tuna jelly chicken sandwich u sp0ilt h0td0gss.. teachers sux.. is any0ne here c0nsidering 0therwise?? enuff said.. u ppl n0e the s0ng by eminem??? bitches they c0me they g0?? well,, perhaps,, TEACHERS THEY C0ME THEY G0.. get the hell 0ud 0f mie la..!
Dear diaryy..
m0mmy'd say huh...
s0,, its specially dedicaterd 2 my mummmiieee... iibbuu!
ibu... ibuuu.. engka0 larhh,, permata diam0nd ku... mecem pehem..
kk,, tiz is a lil sumtink i wr0te fer m0m.. n i made her tearr... in j0y 0k last nyte wen the cl0ck strykes 12..
it g0es lyk dizz.. i blinkfld her eyes s0 tat i wnt b paiseh wen i read 2 her the thing... den i place the pressiee 0ntp 0v her.. de i read....
I wish i c0uld built y0u that dreamh0use
u've always wanted...
I would fill it with your favourite people
and your happiest memories...
I wish i c0uld take back all th0se times
when i hurt y0ur feelings 0r let y0u d0wn...
I w0uld exchange them with w0rds like
"i love you" or "im glad you are my mom."
I wish i could gurantee
i wish...
Dear diary...
sh0uld i rather say crutches r0x my effink s0ckz!?? gah! back last sat,, my itchy leg wanded 2 plaey s0ccer...
frends, m0m, fasha(dad),sis,grandma,hunbun said get a lyfe.. stp eur g0d damn activities... well,, perhapz i shud hav listen ryte.. nah,, i hacked care... duh lar 0f k0rz,, sp0rtz iz my lyf kan,.. gerrh.. at 1.15pm..404,, feel a sharp muscle tissue pull in my left knee.. rest a few mins bt c0ntinued agn... "alar takder paper lar" indeed... agn after 5 mins,, a sharper 0ne came ryte d0wn tht knee.. the disl0cati0n 0v the j0itz cause me 2 fall 0n my elb0w.. haizz.. selenger.. reacted co0l th0ugh k0z haha.. d0wana tr0uble th0se ppl.. t0ld them 2 c0ntinue playn.. i stared in space,, crying painly insyde.. pain la sia.. den.. i cnt stand.. then i cant m0ve.. g0sh.. s0me0ne ask me 2 g0 d0ct0r.. s0me0ne ask me 2 g0h0me.. my descisi0n,, w8 n c weather it'll cure in a c0uple 0v mins.. N0 LA SIA.. it didn.. to0k cab hm.. so0n as step 0n the h0use,, mum,, "must head strayt 2 the h0spital" ahaha.. ain2... s0,, the real reas0n 0v my g0d damn leg ishh.. i 0verw0rk my leg... cause my muscle j0ints 2 lo0sen n g0sh,, cause my skin inner tissue 2 tear.. its all insyde.. haizz.. tink 0n clutches iz ez/??? tink agn.. all the shame,, all the unnecessary attenti0ns.. gahh.. i hate it..
wana n0e wats effink m0re??? 0k,, my ferzt day 2 skul wiv crutches,, m0m requested f0r my pathetic 4th st0rey clz 2 b swapped wiv any 0v the 2nd flo0r clz lyk h0w faiz gt 2 d0 wen his leg injured lastyme.. guess wat
??? i dunn0e wat kinda grudge tat the teacherz always hav t0werds me,, tat request wasnt appr0ve.. patheticly insane ryt.. then i hav 2 tayke my exm infrnnt 0f mr wee,, next day,, mr adam.. 0f k0rz u'll feel uneasy ryte... s0 2day,, i to0k the innitiatif 2 c0me skul early n strugggle my way up the stairs 2 clz.. intenti0n was nt 2 tr0uble ppl n yea,, im str0ng enuuff 2 d0 that.. g0-shh! h0wever,,, WHILE HAVIN TEST,, mdm yong,mdm laila n h0d 0f science came n questi0n y the hell i g0 up fer.. i sae,, cause i wan 2.. den she said,, if tatz the case,, den the teachers w0nt believe ure injured... G0SHH!!! can u imagine teacher said tt 2 u.. fer me,, ttz my daily r0utine ryte majida ryte.... cumm0n la teacherzz!!! t0t u guyz r smrt... U GUYSES IQ IS L0WER DEN MY SMALL SIS LAR SIA!!! y 0n earth u tink im wasting my 180 bucks 0n h0spital expences??? y 0n earth did i c0il th0se effink bandages arnd my effink leg???? y 0n earth i spend my 0wn 40bucks 0n tat pair 0v crutchess n,, y d0 i b0ther waste my effinkkkkkkk preci0us tym 2 act injureed????????? y la sia?? cumm0n la,, i can definately say tat im a sp0rt gerll. (any0ne disagree c0me challenge me!) d0 u tink i gt s0 much tyme 2 act injured??? wats the use???? wats the usee?!!!! hey,, i g0t 2 c0mmit 0n my c0mmitment la sehh.. y must u teachers think im acting??????? tell me why??? u tink i wana b lyk tiz??? izid wr0ng 2 nt tr0uble ppl??? izid wr0ng if i struggle my effink way up the stairs juz 2 nt tr0uble u teacherssssSs????? izid wr0nngg???? if it is,, y must u say tat??? u guys are ruining my lyfe.. u mean i c0nditi0n hav 2 b half dead den u'll believe im sick??? huh?? 0r even tat pnt 0v tyme u still w0nt believe??????? gimiiee a break! any teachers readink dizz,, c0me find me... 0r any0ne wana rep0rt tiz 2 teacher g0 ahd!!!!!! i d0n giv any shit abt tiz.. let me say tiz.. n iv any teacher sees tiz... hak,, im ready 2 face the c0nsequences TEACHERS ARE SUCH A PAIN IN MY ASSH0LLLLE!!!! g0 get s0me lyf larhh.. ppl,, d0 u n0e tat at imh,, m0re than halv ppl there are teachers???? hahah! crazie ppl..
enuff said larh... nevver in my lyf,, i gt appreciated.. never!
Dear diary..
yesh aneselle.. b0th 0f us are dissap0intd lar.. ure diisap0int wimmie.. n i,, disap0intd effinkly wimmie self..
im a failure.. im a failure.. im a failure... me,, ageing up 2 tr0uble ppl 0nie.. suck! i cant help bt break dwn n cry.. frm my eg0ism,, 2 attitude, character dwn 2 sellfishhness.. haizzzz. bt.. dun hate me larh.. watever it ishh,, u 0nce be my bestie..
mem0ries... ferst.. 0ffer u seat besyde me in the bus 2 flo0rb0ll c0mpetiti0n.. den went 0n frem ther..
frendster testies.. u send me tat cuppycake s0ng t0 me.. tatz where u gt ur nayme cuppycke frem me.. n,, tt is where,, me,, sunshine was f0rmed.. ): then.. dwn 2 msn. ttaz where decydd 2 g0 bugiz 2geder.. juz u n i.. cuppycke n sunshine.. "TIZ IZ TE THIRD FLO0R READY" wemember.. we laugh thr0ug0ut den.. den.. chat tat nyte,, were u call0ut bestiess.. next day,, went 2 sayme playce agn... 2 get mp3s.. then ate at b.k.. u delayed tym 2 meet him then.. i was t0uchd.. ten.. simple 0utingss.. viv0??? ferzt tyme i went is with yu.. n s0 r u.. ferst tyme u went is wiv me.. watc grudge.. u wanted 2 eat tat nach0s badly.. we b0ught.. s0 much fun.. agn,, simple smsses,, meetss n 0utingss.. fareast???? were we sesat.. then sh0ppin lyk a sh0phah0lic.. stuffz lyk i-cut sh0es, bags(we b0ught the sayme ting.. b0th.. 0nie the c0l0ur n desig s0meh0w diff) lazt 0cassi0n b4 tiz start,, cenileisure... watc tat crismas funny s0w.."TEL ME HU'Z UR DADDY" agn,, we laughed tr0ugh0ut.. cant ferget.. tayke lazt pic 2gether.. where,, u l0st eur ph0ne.. u was s0 upset.. went 2 polisep0st 2geter.. agn.,,smsses,,k0lzz talkzz.. an,, it endss... happy ending??? nah!!!
cepat benar engka0 pergie..
hujan masih belum berhentie..
patah kena s0alanku tadiiee..
hatie muu terusikk kiniee..
terpaksa ku berlarii..
haruska ku,, larie pergiee..
akan ku ingat segala mem0riii...
mungkinkah.. ia,, kembalieee...
STARRING AT THE C0N EDGE
PRAYING TAT THE SUN WILL NEVER RISE..
LIVING AN0TER DAY IN DISGUISE..
DIS FEELINGS CANT BE RUGHT..
I NEED EUR C0URAGE T0 STAND UP AND FIGHT...
AMIINE....
if 0nieee..............
Dear diary...
haizz.. i regreted lar sia... damnly...
0ne by 0ne... they left... 0ne by 0ne.. they humiliate... n 0ne by 0ne,, they hurt..
ended ready lar sia.. btt,, wana say s0me w0rdz lar... haizz.. i c my mem0ries fade wwith tymee...
-AMIINE-
Ku awali hariku dengan mend0akan
Agar kau slalu sihat dan bahagia disana.
Sebelum ka0 melupakanku lebih jauh...
Sebelum ka0 meninggalkanku lebih jauh..
Ku tak pernah berharap ka0 kan merindukan keberadaanku..
Yang menyedihkan ini..
Ku hanya ingin bila ka0 melihatku kapaan pun
Dimana pun hatimu kan berkata seperti ini..
Teman inilah yang slalu disisiku..
Teman inilah yang slalu memujarmu....
guessed its 0ver n0w... n0therless,, still l0pe n miss u th0ugh.. :(
Dear diary.. uauhuah!
haha!! kk,, as p0mised,, wana tell u b0ud the gangster kamp0ng ked0nd0n ryte.. hgahahah!
kk,, tiz gangsterzz is f0rmed fr0m my 0wn klz la sia.. haha... thre's a c0uple 0b us larhh.. s0me b0iz pluz 0ne girl lyk usual,, me.. ahha!
intr0ducingg..
Haikal-Zait0n Abidin
Safuuan-Zubaida Beegum
Ruddi-Fatimah Hasan
Hussien-Samsiah Ketombe(after 7pm,amira cutie.. haha)
Mus-Saloma Salam
Arip-Jenap Kamis
Sebes fo0-Kangkung kering
Azrie-Kals0m Aljunied
Ian-Sapiah
Ainn(mat)-Mawar Sebatang Tut0p peri0k
nn,, we als0 kn0wn as,, the bawah gatalerz as said by et0n(ekal).. i n0e lar tak sn0wsn0w.. tp gerekk beb..
n yea,, lazliee,, haha ppl,, i hav a nick am0ng the b0is 0f mine.. itz.,, MAT haha! specially fer mmy dearr bf'z..
n 0h yah i l0pe my ladybug l0ads larr sia.. l.bug berry baek u n0e... die tk menjum0s kn me 2 b w0rse,, bt err,, h0w 2 sae uhkk.,. haha, neymye,, fer me 2 n0e fer u 2 find0ud!
kk,, pplppl,, wana hear a st0ry,, can0t hear read la sia..
jazn0w,, after ms k0h's less0n,, itz the efink uncle's less0n.. mr chi0. intended 2 be llisenin thr0ugh0ut he'sa less0n.. bt,, gursh,, he effink b0ring la i tell u.. den, decided 2 sleep lah.. sh0uld i rather say,, tayke a nap,. haha.. n yar! he's less0n ish 3 peri0ud la sia.. 1 n a halv h0ur! imagin tat. s0 sleep at 9-15.. den,, accidentaly w0kup k0z clz was damn n0issy at arnd 10.25,.. my mindsap was,, "kk,15 mins m0re,, the wecess ready" s0 i slept agn la... abeh kan.,.. macam sejap gituh. den i was awaken by tasha n chinese gerlz mutterin. sh0ck sia 2 see s0 many empty seats arndd. meanink, all the b0iz hav left me n went fer wecesshh...!! gahh! i frustraterd sendirik say.,.,. haha,, marah2 sendirik 0n my way dwn 2 canteen.. s00n as saw my b0iz,, "0i,, k0rg tak kej0d aku eh??? setan seh k0rg!!" hah.. safuan-"0tak ka0 b0d0! aku lempar paperb0ll seme p0n ka0 tak bang0n beh dtg mara2" hahaha! the 0ther b0izz"sighed" hahah! tsk ain2. b0d0 nye mat..
enuuff said lar sia.. gaha! i l0pe my bf's!
Dear diary.. haha! ain2... tsk3!
kk,, i'll make tiz simple.. kurz tat idi0tic sis la... "adeq,, lagi ten minutes ehk" gurrh! s0 the.. nemye!
k,, wanted 2 wakup late haha bt my sweeetiieee piee,, my mum,, haha,, wake us
up at 8.. yes!
can u believe tat? at 8 la sia.. nk tauu p maner...??? pie pasarr... australian magazinnneee... tsk2!
haha,, bt,, she say,, she'll treat us bfast.. s0,, excepti0nz la..
k,, denden,, aft tt,, g0 play guitar wib dear selenge irsyad. haha.. he selenge la he.. den,, 1 idi0t... s0 the effink kp0,, saw us... den like 0ne makcik lidad,, tell hun-bun he saw us.. 0nie the b0ve 0v us.. cumm0n la!!! slap ur fayce den u n0e la..! yu mean wat?>?? g0na put up a perf0rmance d0nid practice meh??? tat 0ne ur uncle uh la sia..
alamak,, nampaknyer meecem terbnyk plak.. hha!
nemye2.. erm,, ppl... wana n0e sumtink.. GANGSTER KAMP0NG KED0ND0NG refers t0 the malay b0ys plus 1 gerl in 4n2 la sia.. haha.. wana n0e y??? t0m0rr0w i tel u y.. haha.. n i will list all 0ur sikening names.. haha!
k.. n safuannn.. haha.. d0n ngrie2 la.. n d0n sad2. haha.. im here wemember??? (ur line., im 1 sms away),, ppl,, we r cl0se la.. nt m0re tn tat.. he'z lyke 0ne br0ther 2 me.. well i wish he was.. haha. k0z,, he s0 the baek la.. yess.. my safuuann indeed.. kawan 6 taw0n beb... ups n dwns 2gederr al.. ahha.. k enuff said.. i misss my pals..
Dear diary(diary p0n naek muak ngn aku sehh..hakhak)
to0oddless... here i am agnn... intenti0n,, 2 dedicate a p0em fer tat lil frein i menti0ned frm previ0us entryy..
hah! lykdis k..
0rg di barat kata,, bintang itu indahh... aku diamm..
0rg di utara kata,, langit itu indahh.. aku diamm..
0rg di selatan kata,, matahari itu indahh.. aku diamm..
0rg di timur kata,, awan itu indahh.. aku diamm..
0rg di barat,utara,selatan,timur kata,, bulan itu indahh...
kmudian,, aku berkata,, yang indah itu niniee.....
(i paiseh readie)
Bye2 diary
Dear diary.. gahaha!
0K0K.. im back agn aftr a few mins...
k,, im wanting 2 wryte abt tiz lyk s0 much... in additi0n,, itz the ferzt day 0v the m0nth.. n n0w is lyk,, just past midnite..s0,,, lyke style lidad la.. mecem pehem.
an 0ld bestie 0v mine... s0me 0v u may n0e hu im referrin 2.... yesshh...
itz my NInie.. heek.. diary.. i miss u 0r shud i rather saey,, i missshhh the 0lld uss t0 the c0re say i tell u...
seri0us seyyhh... s0metimez, tiz effing meee keep askin herselv,, h0w fo0lish 0f her 2 juz let tat 0ne in a milli0n bestie slip away juz lik tat y0.. like tat y0! y sia me>???? gursshh ain!!!
kawan, i admit i wr0ng kk.... definately i am... lyk duhh!! 0r shud i rather say,, precisely...! u ah!!! i mean,, me ah!!! haiz3!!! ppl,, shud i say,, i regretttteddd>??? shud i shud i shud i!!!? 0f k0rz la i shudd...
u c,, th0ugh we r nt lyk ... err,, laztym,,, she still care 2 wryt entries abt me.. g0sh la ppll,, she still can sms me sh0wing her splendid superduper c0ncern abttt... s0metink la.. perfect kn she???
kk.. yeshh,, agn,, i admit,, im at f0ult.... bt if i hav juz 0ne m0re chancce... IFFF... i cant pp0mise,, bt ill pr0ve.. i l0ve dear GIRLFWEN l0t!
bye2 diaryy.. hahaha! l0be u ninie..
